Why isn’t my mom taking me seriously.
She’s seen what I’ve done before what makes her think I’m not desperate enough to do it again.
I’m scared and tired of being scared but I’m not strong enough to support myself, to acknowledge who I am.
I hate it, it drives me up the wall.
Idw to be humiliated for something I can’t control, idw to be shunned, idw to be the only one that’s going to accept myself.
Im not hallucinating this time, I clearly saw what she did, I clearly saw her standing behind me then laughing with her friends and at the every she directed her hands towards me.
Fml I don’t want to go to school today.